Inspiration / Want to get

How is it going people? Last night we got a lot of snow *happy dance*! I've been waiting to get some, since it is so damn dark in the winters without it. This year I am going to spend my christmas with my family in Kemi, I have been missing them so much. Last week, I was supposed to write a post about my new outfits but my back got sore, so I have been on pain medication for a week. That medication made me sleep alot.

I've noticed that I have started to like pastel colors again and somehow I like Pastel Goth now, I don't know if you guys like Pastel Goth but I really like some things about that style. I want to have pastel / black lipsticks (thx to Viivi in whose blog I saw Lime Crime lipsticks), and weird Kill Star sweatshirts because those prints are just awesome!!

My inspiration for Pastel Goth comes from a this girl from Sweden, her blog is in here she is so sweet and looks so cute ;__; She has the cutest sense of style.


Because I  can't use any heels I just love platform shoes and I am eager to own a pair some day. I also love studded shoes and boots! I like studs and spikes on headbands and socks too.

Inverted crosses are something that I like nowadays too. I've been looking to get pair of cross printed leggings and earings *3* ! I also love those little devil horn hairpins and eye hairpins! I want want want!

Yukicon 2014
I have an announcement to make, for Finnish readers only, on 18-19.1.2014 I am going to go to Yukicon and I have a sales table at there on Sunday with my friend Laura, so if you are coming, come to check out our table. Laura is selling some cat hats and I will be selling hand made jewelry. I am making some pastel goth/ lolita /gyaru inspired jewelry and I hope I get my iPhone clear cases  before Yukicon, so that I have enough time to decorate them (for iPhone 4,4s,5 and 5s). See ya there if you are coming, and if you see me, come say hello.

I really am sorry for not writing in a long long time, somehow all my time flies out of the window and I have been seeing my new friends from Spain. I do have alot of outfits that I want to show you, but my time is limited. Hopefully I will write a another entry on Sunday. I also got 2 new wigs, but I haven't got much time to wear those. . .fuck.

Hope you all are okay and stay calm...christmas is coming.

edit // I tried to correct my spelling mistakes

the GazettE - the best gig ever !

So a week ago on Sunday 29.9.2013 I was waiting to see the GazettE. This gig had been my long dream and it finally came true when I first heard that they are coming to Finland. I had been waiting for them over 6 months...and 6 years? These guys played at Circus and it was my first time of going there. I liked that place alot!

the GazettE is my #1 favorite band and I went totaly nuts when I heard they are coming here. Ofcourse I wanted VIP and that is what I got.

Anyway back to Sunday. I went to check the line about 1PM and by that time there were alot of VIPs and by alot I mean over 200 I guess...(it was rumored that there were total 400 VIPs there) so I decided to go wait in the line too with my friend Temo and we also got to know Sanni and later that day Pirta joined us too.

I managed to style my hair in 20 minutes. (yes it is Dir en Greys gig shirt....I took wrong shirt with me ;_;)

I was so nervous for the whole day that I couldn't eat anything tho my dear friend Temo brought me a banana and it was delicious :'D

Temo, Pirta and Me

We had to wait till 5:30 and after that no one was allowed to go away from the line and about hour later it was time to let VIP people in the Circus. It didn't feel like VIP because there were so many of us anyway. I think alot of fans were pissed of because VIPs didn't get a gift and mebers got only plastic bag. Well can't whine the gig was worth it anyway.

Me, Temo and Sanni decided to go to the balcony and we got amazing view to the stage. Tuomas took a picture of our view and I stole this picture from him (I got permission to use it tho)

I was really satisfied with the setlist still would have hoped to hear cassis. Anyway I was so happy and it seemed that members of the GazettE were happy too. I cried almost every second from the begining to the end and hardest time was during UNTITLED. This still feels like a dream ;_;

Here is some merchandice I bought before the gig. I love my studded slippers and iPhone case...then I went and bought t-shirt, poster and that plastic bag. I used alot of money and I don't even feel bad. I would also wanted to buy towel but I decided not to use all of my money.

Also better picture of my new phone case ♥

I have nothing bad to say about the gig but I heard that some people were assholes to each other and almost all of them were Russians? Why? Everytime I hear that some shit have happened it is because of Russians.

I was happy that no one took photos and it seemed that everyone behaved or tryed to behave.

After the gig I hanged out with friends for about an hour and it was fun hope to see you guys again. Some I had met before and some just met. I'm still all exited and nuts because of the gig. I still need to make an entry about Helsinki Gyaru Meet but I will leave write about it next time.

Thank you!

† Tracon 8 - Long entry †

Last weekend I was at Tampere to attend Tracon 8. We left to Tampere on friday about 4PM and arrived there 10PM. We were kinda slow at driving a car and before we even left from Seinäjoki with Naru we went to get some food :'D

We stayed at Aino's house for a night and she made me pancakes ;_; !! On saturday morning we went to Tracon. I was nervous since I didn't like the idea of me being in a place full of people I don't know, but I got used to that idea fast and I relaxed. I was suprised how much people there were because last time I was in a big con it was in 2010 and it was Tracon too. Back then, there weren't this many people there. Ayway to me everyone seemed to enjoy their time.

† Gyaru Finland's Meeting! †

Top row: Stella, Selma, Laura and Me
Bottom row: Saija, and Sari

On saturday we held a little gyaru meeting. We have this Gyaru Finland group and this was my first meeting with the people from that group. Everyone thought there would be more gals attending....but noy. Also somehow two of the girls left before we took this picture T_T.

Anyway I still had alot of fun. I somehow expected that this meeting would be pain in the ass and that all the gals would be mean hahah me and my stupid mind because it wasn't like that at all. I didn't know anyone, I saw all the girls first time in my life and they were AWESOME! I mean everyone was derping and just having fun, we laughed and took alot of pictures.

I was trying to open this damn soda bottle for Laura. . . I had to use a pencil to get it open haha XD.
Photo by Saija

WINNER! I got it open. This soda tasted good :3 (my hair ;__; it looks so shitty, I blame Milla for buying me shitty hairspray)

 Photo: by Saija

 Me & Sari (photo from Sari's blog)

It was so funny how we got along so well even tho we just met for the first time! I was really nervous to meet Sari since I like her blog and style alot. She was so derpy and sweet. It is a good thing that I went to that meeting. Some of the gals actually asked if we have known each other already before the meet. :'>

I can't wait to see her in Helsinki meet! \(≧∇≦)/♥

I also got to know these two gentlemen. They were so awesome! I met Buu and Emmi for the first time in my life and we got along so well. It felt like we had known each other for years! I can't wait to see you guys again
(ﾉ´∀｀)ﾉ

Buu as Guren Aoi and Emmi as SGD Uruha.

†Random pictures from Saturday†

 Peekaboo

 I still don't know what happened here.

Dashi♥ I went to Tracon to find her art table. I bought couple lolita Koneko-chan from her ;_; but I lost one somewhere.

 

 HEYO!

CUTEST CHILD EVER!!!

 BEST COSPLAY EVER!! I like...LOVE Biker Mice from Mars! This show was my childhood. I literally died when I saw them. First I was too afraid to take a picture with them but then I got my self together! Throttle wanted me to go next to him but Vinnie has always been my favorite one! I used to roleplay him when I was a kid.

 Milla & Justin Bieber

 Kanji

Henniina as Boogie Snape & Me

Tampere talo at the evening. (ps I like that Angel in the coner)

I also met Joel,  Inka, Teemu, Mae, Minna, Nyamo, Shatonie and many many other awesome people.

† Sunday†

I don't have so many pictures from Sunday but here is some. This day was kinda slow but alot of fun too. I met Uru and Aoi again. Also hang out with Inka. Saw Joel again and Shatonie and and many other people too. I bought derping little Korilakkuma and had FUN!

My outfit from the day 2

Mae, Milla, Minna & Me

 Milla & Joel

I met Inka for the first time too. We have know eacht other some time but never met. She was sweet and fun to hang with. I spend time with her on Saturday evening and Sunday morning.

Nothing else happened on Sunday not that I can remember anything important.

 Before we left from Tampere, we went to have some Minetti's ice cream. I took bubblegum icu and it felt like velvet in your mouth ;_; So tasty and so good.

 Me, Milla & Thomas.

Sunset♥.

Well that was my weekend at Tracon. Next week it is time to rock with the GazettE!! I am exited, nervous I feel like puking. How many of you are going to Finlands gig or have been their gig ? I just hope I'm going to get better since I have a fever now and my head is burning from the inside.

†Thank you for reading and waiting for my entry.†

the end of summer ~ new start in school

So summer vacation has ended and now I am senior in my school yey. At the very first day of school I over slept.....fuck. Anyway the next day was awesome! My new classmates are neat and we only have 11 students at our class so it's going to be alot more easier to me. I have noticed that I don't like to be in big classes because I get really anguished. Our classes in school are so freaking small and last year in my class was 23~24 students : D

I have so much to tell you even tho July was so freaking boring to me. Well I went jogging and stayed at home. Also I was babysitting Milla's sisters kids alot. She has new baby and I am her babysitter. She is so cute ! I'm going to be her godmother ;_; ♥!

Little fingers!

On the fist of August was mine and Milla's second anniversary also we have been engaged for 5 months. I never thought I would be hapily together with someone this long and me and Milla started as really good friends for couple/three? years. So happy ♥

Also last month we got our fourth cat. Yes we are crazy cat ladies -.-! Ykä is going to be our last cat and we have room for them :3 Ykä is actually Milla's cat.

He is 8 weeks old in this picture but now he is almost 11 weeks old and he is growing so fast!

On 4th of August our dear friend Myrsky came to Vaasa! She is always so sweet !! She was in Japan for 3 weeks and bought us some souvenirs. I got 3 kinds of chopsticks because I lost my older ones somewhere. Also I got and egg magazine and men's spider ;_; Best was this mouse pad I got :'''D I laughed my ass off because of it but oh well it supports my wrist. Also we got these cute stickers but forgot to put them in to the picture :3 Milla got some cosplay mags as a birthday gift ^^ Thank you Myrsky! ♥

Lol at moobs

Myrsky & Me

Milla had her birthday at 6th of August and Myrsky (awwe ;__; ) took us to eat out. We went to Thom Yum Thai restaurant and shit that food was delicious!!! ;_; ♥ Custom service was out of this worl! They were so nice at there, gave us free cookies because of Milla's birthday and gave us candles. :3 I just cant, Myrsky is always so damn sweet ;__; ♥

 

Yum ♥

So cute ;_; ♥

They played FFIX music in the restaurant (okay 2 songs, melodies) but it was the cherry on top of everything.

Before we went to eat we went to take some photos :3 Here is some edited ones.

 Fuck the police. I just liked this picture...even tho the wind blew my wig on my face.

This is just one humorous picture....XD

 Picture of me.

I have also tried to get back to my boyish style too. I really liked it so I want to do it more often.

Well that's about it. It's been a while again, but I don't want to force myself to blog when I don't feel like blogging. So hang in with me! :3

sorry about my awesome english skills.

Summer Time

I have so much to tell but no idea where to start but I still have to do this. Umm last month some of my family members visited me at Vaasa. I saw my mom, big sis and my brothers daughter. It was alot of fun for a week and I was so happy to see them. Also I went to Kemi to see rest of my family and I had really missed them all since it had been 6 months without seeing any of them. We took my brothers daughter Tiia to Tropic Land and it was my first time in there too. I liked it ALOT and I want to go there again.

While I was at Kemi I saw Miska my awesome friend who wanted to have a photoshoot with me also we were having fun because he was about to move away from Kemi. We took all of the photos lake near my mothers house. We had everything ready for our photoshoot, Miska even bought some insect repellent. In the end he forgot it and all the insects were lying around Miska biting him and he wore alot more glothes than I. Ofcourse I can never take any of my photoshoots seriously : D

 I made a penis cake...I am so mature. : D

 Gredit: Miska Lehto

 I got my makeup inspiration from Tsubasa Masuwaka :3 I think she is one of the pretties gyarus even tho she is not 100% natural and looks always the same but I don't care.

 Yes we are hot and pretty.

After a 2 weeks I came back to Vaasa and after that I havent done anything really. I have been jogging and drinking water. Once we had a photoshoot with Milla but I don't think the photos came out that good. I tryed something different this time. More punkish and not so girly I think.

 I kinda like red haircolor on me and this style was something new for me.

 I look so not satisfied in this one XD

I have really bad knees and I have always had so I can't go jogging everyday. Also I have started to topple over time after time and it's getting really embarrasing. I have this thing on my right ankle that is bends weirdly when I walk or when I don't put any weight on it. I usually step on my outher side of the right foot rather than my sole like you usually do and it makes me to fell on the ground easily if I sted on a small rocks or something.. That's why I can't use any heels and it is pissing me off. This problem has been on my leg as long as I can remeber like from childhood and it never got fixed now I am trying to use a ankle support many time as possible.

On monday Millaäs frien Minna (aka Paranormia) and her girlfriend Erika came in here because they were looking for an apartment! They stayed at our house and luckily they got an apartment kinda near of us so we got more friends in here!! yey! I can't wait them to move in here so that we can hang out more because these couole days were so much fun!

Also my hair has grown pretty much to the point that I can get extensions *w*!